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Nothing Stirred
Nothing Stirred Nothing Stirred From the dormancy Instead A life lived out Frantic and frenetic From this to that and That to this and Never minding Or looking Or listening For the poetry Of life. Simon C.J. Falk 5 January 2024
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#Amateur writing#contemplation lost#free verse#not listening#not looking#on the move#poetry#superficial
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THE VAMPIRE DIARIES Season 4, Episode 20
#tvd#rebekah mikaelson#elijah mikaelson#(hayley who was still contemplating aborting that thang: 🧍♀️)#need to know how long it took him to sprint all the way back to mystic falls to tell rebekah he had a baby he could give her. 😭#he lost the cure he was gonna give her and had to come up with something QUICK.#g*#rebekahmikaelsonedit#elijahmikaelsonedit#tvdedit
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kit on his and joe’s careers
once again YouTuber @devyn bringing all the good things (X)
#kit connor#joe locke#nick nelson#heartstopper#heartstopper interview#narlie#heartstoppercentral#too uncertain and scary a future to contemplate let alone allow to happen.#i’m terrified now the mere mention leaves me feeling so lost so uncertain and so terribly alone in the world.#that’s a problem though right? like I should prolly go get that looked at#kit connor interview#imdb#kit and joe hall of fame#mine#pin#pinned#devyn#devyn on youtube
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I just *clenches fist with tears in my eyes* love the grand necropolis so much
#just saw the relevant art book pages and like. is there a single sentence said about that place that doesn't slap severely#no! it all rocks out of this world it's quite simply Just That Good. if it has a ground floor no one alive has ever seen it....#an inverse tower of babel they go looking for knowledge in the grave instead of the heavens. hello. for god's sake hello#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#the grand necropolis#as a character note I really like that they emphasize that the mortalitasi KNOW how they're perceived outside of nevarra#and know at least partially how to appear less uh. how they actually are to make the situation more comfortable for outsiders#rook 'code switch champion' ingellvar makes even more sense the deeper you get into the lore haha#this is such good timing b/c I'm closing in rapidly on rye going home for the first time in a year in my replay#and what better time to contemplate the home that is a house of many mansions and that cannot be home anymore#the tower of babel the eden of childhood. it will never change but you have. you can't belong there in life as you once did#you can't go back as you were and you don't know yet that that's alright.#you'll have to bury many versions of yourself until the final day. tend to those graves and let new things grow between them#the necropolis will wait for you. it'll be there to welcome you home in the end no matter what.#it's. just the good stuff is the thing#also can I just say that curio and keepsake asking you if you've returned (...perhaps to stay (i.e. in death)...?) is. so so tender#especially as ingellvar#the fact that the spirits clearly love the watchers *back* in their fashion is sssssssssssssoooooooo.... help#also very funny when rook follows proper watcher protocol with them and they're like 🥰ah so good to see a young watcher#who remembers the importance of *manners*🥰🥰🥰 all hope is not lost. the mourn watch truly is rook's family 2 electric boogaloo
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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Teatime By Jeff Stanford, 2024 Buy prints at: https://jeff-stanford.pixels.com/
#© Jeff Stanford#midjourney#midjourneyart#ai#discord#digitalart#aiart#Artists on tumblr#portrait#youth#dream#lost#dreamscape#dreaming#contemplation#meditation#imagination#pointillist#swirls
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I see…
#IGNROE MY BLURRY HAND BTW THIS TOOK FOREVER TO TAKE#he is contemplating…#nagito komaeda#nagito plushie#plushie posting#sdr2#danganronpa#oh and we lost btw 😔😔#thanks a whole bunch to everyone who helped out tho!!#if anyone guesses the meme this is referencing i will kiss you btw
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Refugee of Love
Now I am but a refugee of love,
someone who has no home to return to.
Because my homeland, my religion and my family were you.
To you it was that I've always wanted to return, not to a city, to a land.
Lakis Fourouklas
#poetry#contemplation#original poem#writers and poets#creative writing#lit#literature#love#writeblr#writers on tumblr#lost love#heartache#love language#heartbreak#heartbroken#spilled writing#spilled poetry#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink
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Geneva Island Legacy┃Chapter four┃Advice
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Lot by the amazing @/therichantsim (Gallery ID)
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#hmm i have so much that i could say about this particular scene#so lets get into it a bit#i lost my mother before i turned 30#so when she was still around i had not even thought about the idea of having kids#and a few years later i'm contemplating which is so hard without my momsies#but i was thiiiiiisss close to calling this scene love letter#BECAUSE i feel like my mother is talking to me through this post#but it would have been too confusing without any context#so i just thought it might be interesting to know#sims 4 story#ts4 story#sims 4#Geneva Island Legacy#ts4 screenies#ts4 screenshots#GIL chapter four#the sims community#show us your sims#show us your story#tw pregnancy
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Putting Solas's "I will never forget you" in a jar with Emet-Selch's "Remember us. Remember that we lived," and shaking vigorously.
#it's the converse sorrows#of knowing that if you win you have to live without them#vs knowing that you've lost and the world you mourn for is never coming back#i need to contemplate The Sorrows#the grief for lost worlds#for a past and a future that cannot coexist#you understand?#either way there is grief#dragon age stuff#ffxiv stuff#shadowbringers spoilers#at this point i need a tag just for talking about these two fandoms together#i'll think of something
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The human mind is a strange thing. If I wasn't so terrified, I might've asked someone who knew too much of my own about it, but alas. Rather not have a heart attack seeing those faces again.
#why do I feel guilt over my pain?#I thought it was bad enough when it just hurt.#I watch other people and think. wow. I am really overreacting.#what I've gone through is nothing#I haven't lost anyone#I haven't contemplated suicide for longer than a few hours and even then coming close to doing ir isn't actually doing it you know#and I mean#I have people around me#why am I not grateful?#the human mind is a horrifying thing#there is no worse prison#I wonder if your mind is even your own#guess I'm the best one to say “no not at all”#ah I'm just rambling by now
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9 books I would like to read this year
Thanks for tagging me @abitchyouhate 🖤
Damn, ok. So, I'm a painfully slow reader and my ADHD hasn't let me finish any books in a WHILE but, fuck it, let's aim for the stars. Genuinely, if I manage to finish ONE of these by the end of the year I will chalk it up to a massive fucking win.
Small disclaimer: if anyone tries to aggressively encourage me to start any of these specifically, pathological demand avoidance will almost certainly prevent it <3
Yes, one of these is porn.
Also, Cordy, I gotta say that the stark visual/aesthetic contrast between both of our 9 books makes me chuckle.
Zero pressure tags: @itspvg, @anything-thats-rock-and-roll, @lowpolycas, @calamityyy-child, @if-not-now-tell-me-when
#I was contemplating replacing interview with the vampire with manhunt by gretchen felker-martin#but I don't own a physical copy of that (yet) and I liked having all books that are sitting on my bookshelf rn#let it be noted that Lost Souls' author is a trans man and his name is William Joseph Martin.#But my edition and seemingly most editions feature his deadname. Probably cause they came out in the 90's#tagged#tag game#hunterposts
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Is it my brain, or society,
That’s emptied out and died,
The times seem normal, hardly mad,
Hitler’s crumpled up and died,
And all the theory forgot about,
And back to intuition
We’re blasted, sure, but raptured no;
It’s just a stupid season
#writers on tumblr#politics#us elections#election 2024#creative writing#socialism#kamala walz#writerblr#poems on tumblr#political theory#orignal poem#poetblr#poets on tumblr#original poem#poem#poetry#cultural commentary#brain drain#history#the times#crazy#stupid shit#confused#biden#activism#ponderings#contemplation#disoriented#feeling lost#disillusioned
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#on display#presentation#pearls#pearl necklace#contemplative#lost in thought#thoughts of him#thigh high stockings
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I'm experiencing symptoms of the mental illness known as Been Awake Too Long
#ah Been Awake Too Long... we meet again#symptoms of BATL (omg the acronym is literally BATTLE lmao) may include but are not limited to:#thinking everyone hates you#thinking you hate everyone else and/or yourself#deep yearning for things once lost#hopelessness about your goals#experiencing Gender (the bad way)#experiencing or questioning sexuality (also the bad way)#memory loss#contemplating your mortality inevitable death and the fragility of life#thinking 'i should text them'#sudden tearfulness#delirium#loss of all wordly attachments and sense of self#talk to your doctor to see if Going The Fuck To Sleep may be right for you#side effects may include being cozy and saying honk shoo mimimi
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Dreamscape 01 By Jeff Stanford, 2024 Buy prints at: https://jeff-stanford.pixels.com/
#© Jeff Stanford#midjourney#midjourneyart#ai#discord#digitalart#aiart#Artists on tumblr#portrait#youth#dream#lost#dreamscape#dreaming#contemplation#meditation#imagination#forest#wildflowers#pointillist#florals
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